People Tick Me Off

Just booted another close friend. I guess I shouldn't have done that considering I don't have many of those to begin with. It was my fault for talking anyway, what did I expect? One fairy tale does not mean everyone else, or even anyone else, is going to be respectable. But I guess it all worked out for the best, now I at least know she wasn't worth my time anyway. That sounds so pompous and self-righteous, but I deserve to protect myself after all the stupid things I've done and that have happened to me in the past. She's not a complete worthlessness, that's not what I'm saying at all, it's just... I guess even after all that we weren't meant to be friends. ::shrugs:: That's okay, that's just the way it is sometimes. I'm fine, after all, I apparently thrive on disappointments. If Sonny could see me now he would most assuredly be laughing. Not that this is anything so tragic, but it does fall in nicely with the string of let-downs, big and small, that have become my expectations over the past eight months.

But I am losing close friends, friends period, rather rapidly lately. How does that work? Well, even I know I'm not the easier or most pleasant person to get along with. I'm a really crappy friend I think, a taker I know, sort of nit-picky and whiny, looking at you through a magnifying glass. But only to people who really know me.... ahh, I don't know.

Whee! Angela's a screw-up! How long did it take you to figure that one out?

On another note, 24 was on tonight. I hate the new head of CTU. I mean, you're supposed to, and the actress is doing her job well. But, "Jack! With your famous shades and when that smile turns!" Okay, sorry, not that Jack. Jack Bauer!! Woot. The only person I would bet my life with and not worry. Too bad he isn't real.

But why worry about that when, Look- I can insert random beauty here! Julian looking about 15 years old.



::blows kiss:: Fantastic. ;)