Sunday, May 01, 2005

Do You Miss Lookin' Up From The Floor At My Face...

While baking bread for my Grandma's birthday tomorrow I got an email from Crystal. Subject: HOW OLD JULIAN IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was almost too nervous to open it. (We've been speculating about this for some time.) But not that nervous. Click.

Verdict? As of December '04, he is 19 years old!

19. Nineteen. Diecinueve. Dix-neuf. Neunzehn. Diciannove. Negentien. Dezenove. Девятнадцать. Nitten. That's the end of the list on FreeTranslations. Whatever language you speak, get it into your head somehow! 19? How is that possible? That's so.... young. That's the same age as Crystal! They could've gone to school together. I would've put him at 23 or 24. Nineteen? He's a baby.

Even if he did have a birthday since, that still only puts him at 20. He's such a baby. Nineteen, twenty........... It's so odd to think about. And it's true-- we (me and Crystal) do suck at guessing ages, horribly. Just please, please, please don't call him Bill. Please. Please don't. ::dies:: That's heinous. Then again, having seen his senior picture..... haha, No! I shall not slander him! ;)

I'll let you sit and contemplate that one for a bit..............
















Man. ::shakes head::

Well, among other news, I have attacked my ex-tresses with the scissors twice since my last post. My original short hair could most accurately be described as shorn. Then last night it became very cute. Tonight..... it's now half-way between emo girl hair and those chicks in A Hard Day's Night the film that are powdering The Beatles off for the shine. That's how short it is. Someone take the skissors away from me before I am bald!!!!! I guess I like it, I think. It's just not the kind of hair you'd expect to see on Angela Sparks. It'll take some getting used to. I feel like now that it's all short I should do something crazy with it. You know, like dye it light purple and twisted it in little snail shells all over my head. (I <3 Metallic Colors. Unfortunately they do not heart my hair.) Crystal will have fun emo-ifying it with the super-straightener when she gets home, I'm sure.

Some lady was at my school on Friday, I have no idea why, but I passed her in the breezeway and she was holding the tiniest little black-and-white baby kitten in her arms. I wanted to take it out of her arms and smell it. Instead I just walked on by, because Mrs. Oehler was coming up and cooing rather loudly at it in a way that kind of made my stomach hurt.

I have been reading this girl's blog for the past few days, and I can't quite decide what to make of it. From what I have gathered she's 21, Californian, and unobsessively into self-destruction by way of lines and hot wax. I like the way she writes but she has mentioned cheer camp and lots of men hitting on her because she's seen as the "hot girl," so this makes me hang back instead of commenting on her writing. (<--- As I said, I'm not sure what to make of her.) It's like 90210, blog-style.

Here's something she said that made me think, [direct quote] "G-d, i bet nothing in the world makes you feel more beautiful than when someone wants you because they are attracted to your brain, to who you a r e." The first image that popped into my head was of a certain John Wise at school. Susen, hold your tongue(typing fingers), I'm not saying I want to slam him in bed. I think he is a very beautiful person. His face might not be beautiful, I don't know, I don't think he's heinously ugly, but your brain tends to automatically sugarcoat details regarding your friends. ;) Ha, anyway.... What I'm saying is, I love his thought process, he has a way of thinking of or saying things that makes me think of them in a way I'm not sure I could have come up with on my own, at least not that quickly. I don't know what I'm trying to say here. I guess it made me think of him because his intellect is what intrigues me.

Okay, now that I have taken everything completely out of context and confused EVERYONE!, I will go and listen to Slow Down and try and convince myself that Julian is only 19 years old. Heh........

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