Friday, June 24, 2005

Svart Fredag =P

I want to scream where people can hear me.

But lately you've been painting on the walls with a black fire you lit, and you call it your mirror.

BAM! BAM! This last hammer-slam to my head has left me buried in the ground SLAM! to my neck it's getting harder and harder to breathe emo emo emo When did I turn into such a f'ing emo kid? I hate acting like this.

"Oh, that guy called, I must've missed it." WORDS SO seCURE SCREAMing like an aLARM!

But come on, it's been three times in just a year! And may I mention, the only three times they've been in this state.

This state, this state, this stupid wretched awful state. I hate this state and I hate Sonny and I hate that stupid stupid stupid stupid boss-manager guy COULD YOU HAVE PICKED A WORSE DAY EVER AFTER TWO MONTHS SINCE F'ING APRIL?!?!?!

MAYBE THE ONE WHO SCREAMS THE MOST SCREAMS ABOUT HIMSELF!!!!!!!

BAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black Friday. Black Friday, indeed. I should have known. And this new album is called The Great Depression. How............fitting.

(I love Christian's old voice. They have a couple ooooollllllllddddd EPs that I am dying to get my hands on.)

I miss the Pitiful video. =( Silly new site. Let's go, get this stuff up there! Don't worry about me, I just need to get all this badness out somewhere. Give it time and I'll be excited again. But for now I'm wondering if I should ever even try anymore. Hey, don't anybody ever invite me to a Blindside show with them because it will inevitably end up not working out and you won't get to go. I AM SO CURSED!!!!

1 Comments:

Blogger Samantha Downing said...

I love you bunches! *hug* If you needa vent some more, email me :)

June 24, 2005 10:48 PM  

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